04 August, 2007 <3
It pained to see someone hurting that bad because of you. All I want is her to be a normal and happy person again. 4th August, today, Nic brought me and Jan back together. How long will we be again this time round? I don't wanna think about it. Will we be the same again? I choose to close my eyes and not know.
There are so much that I wanna say. But I'm feel that it's redundant to say anymore. I thought it will never turn out this way and I thought all would be fine. But I was wrong. I seem to be the reason of all the agony.
Is this going to be right? Or am I walking straight into another endless pit? Contradiction filling my mind. I know what exactly that I want. Will it be fair to all parties? Will everyone be happy with this decision that I have made?
Just wish all to be fine. And Jan to get a hold of herself again.
One last chance, and I will never let you back on that track because of me.Our Endless Love<3
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