10 September, 2007 <3
Been a long time since I last updated. Thanks CF for the nice tags. =P
Lots have happened recently. Let's talk about last night. Zhi Neng and I met up last night and he sent me home in his black Nissan Fair Lady. ^^ It was fun! His silencer was removed so it was a little loud. But I enjoyed the ride.
Recently realised that promises mean a lot. Especially in a relationship. Usually it's the promises that people cannot let go of. Yet sometimes, you just have to break the promises for certain reasons.
I made a promise to someone that I'd never lie to her. But eventually I did. And I didn't mean it. I wanted her to be happy. When we need a backstage in life to remove the mask, we need to find one that's empty. You can't just strip in front of anyone can you? At times when we learn how to treasure someone, that person hardly bothers. And when you've decided to give up, that person eventually starts to treasure you. Will that be too late? When you give your heart to someone, you are not just giving him/her the chance to love you. You are also giving him/her the oppurtunity to break your heart.
And to "her" I just wanna apologise for not being patient enough. I really have limited patience. I owe you alot and I don't know how to make up to it. No doubt you still mean something to me, but it'll never be the same anymore. I'm still worried for you. Since you don't appreciate that, there's nothing that I can do.
I realise that in life, you have to tell some white lies to satisfy people around you. Perhaps they'll be happier.
When I close my eyes, the you that I see will always be the same. "never fails to be there"Our Endless Love<3
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