It's hurting me inside. Why can't you be there. Why can't you give in to me? Not even once..? I keep telling myself, I have to be reasonable. But the way you are treating me tells me how little you actually care. How can I tell you how I feel inside me? My thoughts are slowly eating me up, little by little, I'm losing myself.

I can't even regconize myself anymore. Can't you tell? I'm beginning to be less myself. I feel the restraints from you. I feel the strings attached that stops me from flying. Can't you see? I'm suffocating. And you're the cause of it.

I'm just a girl.

Please love me like one.